And so, once again, history repeated itself, not in the good way, but worst.

I AM A BASTARD. YES, I AM. I ADMIT THAT I AM. WHAT I DID WAS WRONG, IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. I PROMISE YOU.

These are the true words from my heart. Its real. All of it. And I mean it. I've hurt you so deep it's gonna be a long haul till everthing works the same again. Or maybe it'll never be the same again. But if it ever does, I'll make sure it runs better. Better than ever. This I assure you. I'm sorry. For every wrong thing I've done. I'm sorry.

I love you, baby. I do. No more lies, no more.

John Ji